I wrote this song on 31/10
Titled : 我想要
Only the lyrics... No tune...


风 吹过我头发
泪 悄悄地落下
我有我的爱
你却还是要离开
我舍不得你走开

你 夺走我的爱
我 只剩下悲哀
因为不会爱
你才会要我离开
我的哭声停不下来

(Chorus)
我想要你重新爱我
我想要你再次教我
怎么去 爱一个人
我要变成你的恋人

因为我要你的灵魂
想要偷偷给你个吻
就这样 幻想把
现实却还是 两个人...

although there is no tune...
I can still hear the song...

我试着约你出来
你却忽略了我的存在

在回答我之前
你寻找个拒绝我的理由

you said 3 sorries in 1 message...
it means it is over even before it started right?

the girl i liked...

is someone special to me...
yet common to others...

is the perfect girl to me...
but some thinks she is imperfect...

is a very talented girl
others thinks she is extra...

is a very smart girl
teachers thought that she was only hardworking...

treats me with harsh coldness
greet others with warm welcome...

avoid nearing me...
willingly render help to others...

is a total stranger to me
very popular with others...

greets me with silence
others commented she was sociable...

is it me...
or you...

the girl i liked has changed unknowingly...

P.S: I still remembered you were the first to said i was emo...

a song for you...

i guess time do fly...
this is already the 9th month since our last conversation...
it might sound exaggerated... but only you and i know that it is the truth...

i gave myself a chance to confess...
but i'm gonna screw it up...
i don't know what else to say...
for the past 9 months...
we didn't utter a single word to each other...
i could hear your voices... but it isn't talking to me...
i'm saying those words... but it isn't for you...

days kept passing by...
and everyday... i love you even more...
today more than yesterday... less than tommorrow...
when would this end?
should i make the move to talk to you...
should i break the silence?
i don't know... and i'm tired of knowing already...
can you help me break the silence then?
please... i don't wish to live in silence when you are around...
i want my words to be heard...
i want your voice to reach me...
but this wouldn't be possible if you don't cooperate...

i'm sick of hiding the truth already...
the truth that i really liked you...
you... the one that started the silence...

when would this end?
stop this from continuing...