在想念你的时候。。。画了这幅。。。
想念你我哭泣的时候。。。
我们之间隔着一座墙。。。
我们不知道彼此在哭。。。

她不知道你的泪
就别再为她哭泣
他不值得你的泪
就别再为他流泪

我爱你 还是说不出口的一句
一封封 情书描写出我的感情
有一天 我会鼓起勇气说爱你
只希望 有天你会接受我的爱

让我牵你的手 好吗???
手牵着手，带你走，带你离开我...
想念你的我，突然寂寞了
少了你的我，心突然空了

心被刺破了... 碎了...
碎片还留着... 心却没了...
疼痛的我，沉默了...
开始孤单了... 开始忘了... 忘了你是谁???

你也流着泪... 低头丧气地离开...
心也一样的疼... 但原因说不出口...
因为你舍不得... 让我心更疼...
不想在我伤口上撒盐...
其实你很在意...

若当时... 你愿意牵我的手...
结局该不会是这样... 对吧?
If only you took my hand...

美好的结局... 不一定将永远在你掌握的手里...
不要辜负别人的一番好意...
相信我... 我不是真正的快乐...

如果。。。可惜没那么多的如果。。。
If only... There aren't many If...
或许吧。。。或许我太天真了吧。。。




死亡是不是终点?

或许我没资格说什么
但我知道我愿意等 你相信我的时候在。。。

我会 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等。。。
等上线 的铃声
慢慢等 等到我都睡着了。。。
耐心等只为了心动那一刻。。。

我会 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等。。。
等红灯 变绿灯
慢慢等 当你突然觉得冷。。。
我会握着温暖在这里等着。。。

你终究占据了我的心房
我终于知道什么叫做疯狂
因为你我不再怕黑暗
想着你让我更加勇敢

我会 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等。。。
等伤心 的铃声
慢慢等 等到我都睡着了。。。
耐心等只为了看你那一刻。。。

我会 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等 慢慢等。。。
等红灯 变绿灯
慢慢等 等你突然记得了。。。
我会握着希望在这里等着。。。




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死亡是不是终点?

我站在回忆的入口。。。
不敢自己面对现实。。。

F.E.A.R
False.Evidence.Appearing.Real

Things that you fear... I'd fear it too...
I'd FEAR to lose you...
I'd FEAR to accept changes...

The story behind Prince charming and his Cinderella wasn't a happy one...

I tried to draw your Cinderella...
I'd spent hours drawing and throwing the pictures i drew...
But I still prefer yours...
The one you drew it... The 'limited' edition...that you stop drawing...
I wished you could draw it for me... One more time...
Please...

Please don't leave me alone...
You'd stop talking to me...
You'd turn your back at me...
I even have to stop you from running away
I'll keep hugging you so that you won't run away...

It isn't 12 midnight yet... Even if it is only 1 minute before 12...
I would still hold on tight on you...
I'll screw the story... And keep you by my side...
Not allowing anybody to steal you from my side...

And I'll be waiting for you...
On my white horse...
I'll always be waiting for my Cinderella...
To return by my side...

死亡是不是终点?

还记得吗？
去年的冬天...
我们各自过...很孤单的...
我再也不想了。。。
成全我吧。。。

那年。。。我为你祈祷。。。
祈祷，你在冬天会有人陪。。。有人取暖。。。
决定，未来还是会为你祈祷。。。
祈祷，永远幸福。。。

可是。。。那年的你。。。
和我一样。。。一个人过。。。走过那漫长的旅途。。。
去寻找我的旅途。。。
走过的冰山雪地都有留着你的脚印。。。
可是不能当证据。。。因为雪，到了春天就溶化了。。。
你愿那年的冬天会很漫长。。。

还记得吗?
你曾经问过我为什么不把我创造的人物取名字。。。
原因很简单。。。因为每个人物的结局都是悲剧。。。
我不舍得。。。为他们取名字。。。
若一定要。。。我会扮演男主角，而你就是我的女主角。。。
我们。。。永远不会有结果。。。

我们的故事。。。只有我们两人。。。
我们的主角，我们的世界。。。我们的。。。
You'll draw your Cinderella...
And I'll draw my prince charming...
Romeo and Juliet too...

一直到我们的发如雪一样。。。
永远的。。。 好吗？。。。

But you Didn't...
You didn't took my hand...
You'd stare at it and gave me that Blank look...
Blank would be a nice description...
I could hear your heart beating as you were merely a few distance apart...
But that distance grew...
And next, I found you across me...
So far that it'd take years to catch up...
You were always running... I tried to follow your tempo...
But you were still so far... That it'd take the speed of light to catchup...
Far... Until your sight weren't within my range...
Then... I'd just sit down... and stone....
My eyes looking up... Hoping you'd turn back and picked me up...And tears started to roll down my cheekbone...
You'd always take a glimpse back...
But your heart would always remind you to keep running...
You'd not have the time to even take a glimpse back from the corner of your eyes...
I would be disappointed... If you came back and pick me up...
As I always wanted to be ALONE... 一人ぼっち

死亡是不是终点?

Never witnessed you cried before

As the wish I wished took effect as I am the one with the pure heart...

You always stay strong and happy no matter what...

You always carry the smile in front of me...

And I'd always thought you were fine...

Not until your drop of tear trickled down your cheek and drip onto my hand...

I'd cry when u did... And I'd blame it on me...You turned your back at me...

Cause you knew it wasn't me that broke your little precious heart, that had kept you alive...

And you knew it wasn't me that you'd blame...

So... You didn't want to see me cry.... And you didn't want to blame it on me...

But I'd always misunderstood... And thought I'm the one at Fault...

But... Actually... You wanted to come to me... Whenever You were down...

I had always wished you happy...

But then... I found out I wasn't the pure hearted one to have had wished you...

And now I'd blame it on myself... For witnessing your tears...

I'd stop crying... Because my tears dried up... I used them up...

Whole nights... Whole days... Whole weeks... Whole months... Whole years...

I couldn't sleep... Because my pillow is always wet...
I wished you didn't turn your back and come back to me...
We'd cry together...together...together...




死亡是不是终点?

But... It soon turned dark...

I'd like to walk in the rain... Where no one knows I'm crying...